~* eXaM OvEr... HeEw*~
Date/Time :2/23/2007 11:26:00 PM
Is finally over...
At last...
Has been slugging lik crazy tis 2 wks... For exams...
Was down wif fever n flu recently...
Unable to concentrate while studyin...
Keep wantin to slp...
I doubt i will do well tis time round... lol...
N i m serious...
My mind n heart has been in a whirl recently...
I juz can't concentrate... His image juz keeps appearing in my heart... my mind too...
Was thinkin of him while doing my exam...
Even dreamt of him lately...
Haiz...
Did'nt went for the class bbq today...
Sorry everyone...
I did'nt mean to de...
I m down wif fever n flu lately...
Was reali drained out tis 2 wks...
Sorry ya...
Hoped tat u all had a good time out there...
Take care...
Thx god for answering my prays...
Thx for lettin me c him once again ,bfore my 2 mths holidays...
I thk u...
Saw him today... twice...
Wanted to go forward to sae hi to him...
But i don hv the courage...
Something is holdin me back... Journal...
He even ran past me...lol
But he does'nt seem to recongise me lol...
I kept thinkin if i shld go up , n sae hi to him anot...
Even when i was halfway thru the walkin... i hv the urge to turn back lol...
But something strong kept holdin me back...
My eyes were filled wif tears when i was on my way to station...
Been so down lately...
Haiz...
I wondered when it will all comes to at end lol...
Sobz...
"Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but understand,not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to hold on..."
Is not easy to forget someone u luv so deeply...
If i tell u tat i will/hv forgotten u... den i will b lyin to u... n myself lol...
Haiz...
I juz can't help it...
For, i juz luv u loads...
Love Always,
Jac Christine
