I m dedicatin tis post specially to you, mouse ("uncle") , for the first time...
Well...
I hv been hurt badly bfore...
The pain was unbearable...
I trusted him, yet wat he did was to hurt me again n again...
Scars r left behind, in my heart... n will nv disappear for life...
But i will bring the sweet memories he left behind wif me, till i die...
Thou the things he did... still haunt me at times...
But...
I dun blame him now...coz i don wan to hold any grudges...
Coz i hv learnt to let go...
N i still treat him as my frenz...
But sadly...
Wat he did , changed my life...
I hv lost faith n trust in guys...
I was determine not to fall for any guys again...
I feared tat HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF again...
It's scary ya...
Is lik ... "ONCE BITTEN , TWICE SHY..."
I dun hv the guts to step out...
I m scared of being hurt...again...
But...
Aft i know you...
Everything changed...
N i dunnoe y...
Of cuz... it's for the beta...
U changed my life...
N i trust u...
I noe u wun hurt me lik wat he did to me...
U make me feel so loved...
U made my day...
Thx for everything...
Thx for being there for me always...
Btw...
I wun leave you..., coz... I can't bear to leave you now...
Coz...
I hv fallen for you...
N my ans to ur qn is... YES..., n i m true to you ya...
Love Always,
Sugar
Btw... Do u still rmb the promise u made to me???