When will my pimple and scar goes away?!

I need to bathe with flowers, luck getting worse lately. First was jus ONE BIG pimple on my NOSEY. I guess cus of some hormonal changes , i go through EVERYTIME, i've got a SECOND pimple on my face. So now 2 big pimples.

But you know what? This isn't the end.. Other parts of my face started popping even more pimples!!! Forehead followed by chin! Sian to the MAX!

Now that the nosey pimple is recovering, the scar is still there, VISIBLE. OH NO! sigh.

I'm now only worried about the one on my face. Is really red and BIG. I'm not kidding. I'm very certain that this is going to cause a big scar on me. CRIES!:(

I hate mirror now.
Hate to look at myself.
I hate that RED SPOT.
I want it to GO AWAY ASAP, STAT!!!

I don't wanna to face people.
I look horrible:((

I'm not trying to make a big fuss over pimples. But, it is really affecting me.
You'll never understand.

Sugar