Back!
I know you miss reading my blog, so here i am.
Is been 1 month since my last trip. Yet, i'm still missing it. You'll never know how it feels. I'm so seriously missing it.
Life have been good so far. Well, of course.. is never that smooth sailing.
Dardar Xav is going through another hurdles in life. It has been tough, but i will do whatever i can, to help him out.
He will make it. Even if till the end i'm not the one he last with, as long as he is happy, i'm contented.
Next friday, my dearest brother is going NS. I'm so gonna miss him so much! He maybe quiet and shy, but he is the 'ice-breaker' at home. He can joke anything, and he is such a lovable brother and guy. He never scolds, or argue back. He is always the peace maker at home.
He sings super duper well and I love to hear him sing! I'm so gonna miss the times he made me tears when he sings. I'll miss going shopping and walking around with you...
* As i typed this, my tears rolling down my cheek... 天地。
I do hope in the future, he will find someone he loves and the one who love and treasure him. He's one of the best, i swear, the best man you can have as husband. I love you, my dearest brother. I want you as my brother, even in the next lifetime to come.
I don't dare to tell him that i'll miss him when he's going away. Cus, i fear i will make him tears and worried.
Promise me, you will take care of yourself. Jiejie loves you. Will pray for you. Remember our promise, let's go taiwan together when you're out! Jiayou!!!
* I just realised, i'm crying. And i realised, i love my brother so much. 不舍得你。
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