October is coming an end.
It has been 1 month since my 22nd birthday and i just simply can't wait for 2012 to come.
Thinking back what 2011 had in stored for me: It has been quite eventful.

-First time in life, i went abroad 2 times in a row.
-Went oversea as a BIG family ( first time )
-Dar finally heed my advice, and got out of that shitty job.
-Quarrels and fights : It just got us closer. (*Don't disappoint me, again. )
-Beloved brother just got into NS.
-Sister found a boyfriend
-Keep falling sick, all thanks to my bad rhinitis attack
Etc...

Is been 2 years since i last study. I'm getting old.
My mind is set. I going to study for degree next july.
I gonna clear my debts/loans before my degree.
I want to get rid of all the stress and headache i having and bothering me.
I want to study and don't mind studying, BUT I HATE EXAMINATIONS! LOL!

And I realised something in life.

-Never ever let the word " GREED " gets into you. Cus, you will go no way - but to a dead end ahead.
-Human is the most scariest thing in the world. Why? Think carefully, and you will know the answer.

To you:
Boyfriend Xav, i love you.
And i miss you.

I wish i was better in everything - I envious everyone, except myself.
I wish i could love myself alil bit more...

ps: Probia still mingling in me...

Sugar