自卑

I guess i'll never get out of this circle.
I tried hard. I tried so many times. End result is : Fail.
Seriously speaking, i'm contented with what i have in life.
But this feeling, just keep mingling in me.
I can't stop myself from thinking back about the past of everything.
The thought of it, it makes me hate myself even more.
I hate myself. I hate the look of me.
我不配

I want to shut myself away. I'm nothing compared to them, in terms of everything. I wish i was like them. I wish i was better. I hope they're no longer in your mind.

PS: Help me get out of this shit. I want to forget and move on. I need your help.
Sugar