I wonder at times, if anyone still read my blog till today?

Mood fluctuation this days.
All thanks to my super duper low self esteem.
I wish someone can comprehend me. I didn't wanna be like that too, i mean it. I just simply can't help it.

Been listening to the song by Redwan " Would you be there" ... I know is an old song. But, i just simply love it.

Coincidentally, dar's day off falls on the same day as me last week.
So went SINGAPORE FLYER with baobei last thursday. Fun. At least it was not as terrifying as i thought it might be. Felt even more secure and safe with my dar around by my side.
Chilled and had movie watching together too. Had Swensen lunch with dar. Yummy! Baobei dardar ordered MEGA BURGER- and i can't helped it and laughed out loud when dar was "cursing " and stuffing that MEGA thingy into his mouth!!!
Is so nice having some time alone with just him. I missed it. I really do.
Can't wait for my next dayoff/ leave. I wanna spend with you. Just you only.

At least for now i know, you wanna be with me for -- ever last.
Me too. I mean it. What about you?

Sugar